
I often wonder how much of a dream is just something made up or how much is true and maybe a bit of reality .. I have had so many dreams lately some bad, some good, and some just plain odd!
I really wonder what dreams mean and if something is to be said from some of them? I really believe they are just nothing and your imagination running wild as you let the thoughts from the day lay to rest lately my ex has been part of some of them and they are just to hard to believe or begin to understand that it is actually pretty funny, I mean one dream the other night was my ex and AJ becoming friends and when I told AJ that he needed to either be with me or be friends with him he actually chose to be friends with this person LOL I suddenly awoke in a fit of laughter. I just think my mind really over works on everything and so when I sleep it does this as well!
I have dreams in our life as well that will one day be realities such as I dream of making my living taking photos I think I would like to specialize in weddings and maternity/baby's but I would love to do just anything, I will be opening a studio and will run a business in my own name We will have our 2 other children and be the big family I have dreamed of we will be OK money wise and will be able to do things as a family .. I dream of family vacations and my kids growing up and just all these great things I hope to see in my life.
I am so excited and proud of AJ his course graduation is coming up September 24Th and he is being promoted then as well to a Corporal which means he will be getting 9 months back pay on top of his CB money and regular pay, He was eligible for this back in January but did not know that our base is 4 years not 5 for this promotion! so exciting .. so we talked about taking a weekend away to do some Christmas shopping and he wants to buy my camera or laptop and we can put some money into savings etc..I really think the 300-400 dollars extra a pay will put us where we are no longer just getting by but we are able to save and be less stressed and worried. I am not worrying about Christmas for my kids now and that's a huge weight lifted! I am so proud of him and so excited for him, I know he has missed a lot and will miss much more but I am glad he pushes threw and does everything each day for the kids and I.
It seems as though things are starting to fall into place and our life is starting to unfold ..I really cannot wait to see what the future holds!
I really wonder what dreams mean and if something is to be said from some of them? I really believe they are just nothing and your imagination running wild as you let the thoughts from the day lay to rest lately my ex has been part of some of them and they are just to hard to believe or begin to understand that it is actually pretty funny, I mean one dream the other night was my ex and AJ becoming friends and when I told AJ that he needed to either be with me or be friends with him he actually chose to be friends with this person LOL I suddenly awoke in a fit of laughter. I just think my mind really over works on everything and so when I sleep it does this as well!
I have dreams in our life as well that will one day be realities such as I dream of making my living taking photos I think I would like to specialize in weddings and maternity/baby's but I would love to do just anything, I will be opening a studio and will run a business in my own name We will have our 2 other children and be the big family I have dreamed of we will be OK money wise and will be able to do things as a family .. I dream of family vacations and my kids growing up and just all these great things I hope to see in my life.
I am so excited and proud of AJ his course graduation is coming up September 24Th and he is being promoted then as well to a Corporal which means he will be getting 9 months back pay on top of his CB money and regular pay, He was eligible for this back in January but did not know that our base is 4 years not 5 for this promotion! so exciting .. so we talked about taking a weekend away to do some Christmas shopping and he wants to buy my camera or laptop and we can put some money into savings etc..I really think the 300-400 dollars extra a pay will put us where we are no longer just getting by but we are able to save and be less stressed and worried. I am not worrying about Christmas for my kids now and that's a huge weight lifted! I am so proud of him and so excited for him, I know he has missed a lot and will miss much more but I am glad he pushes threw and does everything each day for the kids and I.
It seems as though things are starting to fall into place and our life is starting to unfold ..I really cannot wait to see what the future holds!
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